Timid Affection

Finally got my Fan Fiction posted at FF.net

2008-10-02T20:53:57Z

[mood| excited]
[music| ] Lucky- Jason Mraz feat. Colbie Caillat

Please go check it out!!!!! Last Train Home. And Let me know what you think!!!!!!

My First Fan Fiction in Years...

2008-10-01T02:44:51Z

I used to write fan fiction all the time, but stopped because I really wasn't inspired by anything until I found Twilight. I've always loved to write, so I thought I might try getting into it again. So, please bare with me. This is just the first chapter of the one I'm currently working on and would love some feedback on it. I will only be posting this here just this once. As soon as I can I will be posting on fanfiction.net.

Title: Last Train Home
Author: timidaffection
Rating: M for future chapters
Genre: Romance
Characters/Pairings: Edward/Bella
Short summary: "I'll be your shelter, I'll be your fate. I'll be forever, wait for me. I'll be the last train, I'll be the last train, Hold on to love, and wait for me."
Disclaimer: Character's are Stephanie Meyer's, Title and Summary below to Ryan Star.

Chapter 1: New Territory

“You must be Bella!” a small pixie-like girl bounded across the12’x15’ dorm room and embraced the brunette who had stumbled in carrying a large gray tub marked ‘bedding’.

“Ow!” Bella shrieked as she dropped the tub on her right foot.

“Sorry, I’m Alice,” Alice apologized as she released Bella and bent down to pick up the tub Bella had dropped.

“It’s alright. It’s nice to meet you,” Bella smiled hesitantly. She was never one to get overly excited about anything. Bella looked around the tiny room and saw that Alice’s side was already exquisitely decorated with shades of chocolate and mint green. Bella peeked around a wooded sliding door to see a 5’x2’ space that held 5 customized horizontal shelves full of sweaters and tops. Above those was a permanent clothes rod that held jeans, slacks, and dresses. Bella had no idea how her new roommate fit all those clothes into that tiny space. She didn’t even think she could fill the full 5’x2’ space.

“Is this all you brought?” Alice asked in shock.

“No, the rest is downstairs in Charlie’s truck,” Bella giggled.

“Is Charlie your boyfriend?”

“My dad,” Bella smiled shaking her head.

“Oh, sorry. I’ll help!” Alice blushed and then followed Bella outside. “So, Bella, do you have a boyfriend?”

“Me? Are you serious?” Bella asked. Bella never thought of herself as someone anyone with eyes would be interested in. She felt like she was plain and ordinary.

“I think you’re adorable,” Alice smiled as she followed Bella. “A little help with your wardrobe from yours truly you’ll have guys lining up around the corner.”

“Alice, you really shouldn’t thrust your fashion sense onto innocent people,” a voice chimed from behind. Bella had never heard such a melodic voice. Her heart melted at the sound.

“Oh please, Bella doesn’t mind, do you Bella?” Alice asked her roommate who was standing mesmerized by the creature standing before her. She had never seen anyone so…well…there really wasn’t a word for it. Gorgeous or beautiful wasn’t doing him any justice. He stood six feet tall, with golden brown hair that looked like he had woken up and just ran his hands through it. He wore a pair of dark wash blue jeans, pool colored bar-striped shirt tucked in, with a black belt, and a pair of black chuck taylors. “Bella, this is my older brother Edward, Edward, this is my new roommate Bella!”

“Nice to meet you,” Edward swooned as he held out his hand. He caught her gaze and as her skin came in contact with his a jolt of electricity shot through Bella’s body resulting in her jerking her hand quickly back to her side. Bella blushed lightly as Edward broke their gaze and looked at the ground also feeling the strange sensation. “How can I help?” He walked over to the side of the truck where Alice was standing pulling out a couple more tubs.

“Take this one, it’s the heaviest,” Alice said handing her brother a gray tub marked ‘stuff’. Edward took the tub and waited for directions. Alice then handed Bella a medium sized red suitcase as she took the last tub from the truck and slammed the door. “Light packer.”

“I don’t need a lot,” Bella said quietly. She watched as Alice took the lead and swore she saw Edward take a quick glance at her before following his overly cheerful sister.

“Geez, Alice, you and mom sure did get this place looking decent,” Edward said as he observed his surroundings.

“Thanks,” Alice smiled as she put down the tub she was carrying and motioned for Edward to place his down next to hers. “So, Bella, our mom is making dinner tonight for the whole family. You should come!”

“Oh, I wouldn’t want to intrude,” Bella said as she started looking through the tubs to figure out where to start. She didn’t have much, but she already felt too overwhelmed.

“Don’t give me that excuse. You’re coming! It will be fun, mom and dad will love you!” Alice smiled. Edward glared at her his lips a tight line.

“If she doesn’t want to come, she doesn’t have to. Don’t force her into something she doesn’t want to do,” Edward said. Bella looked shocked at his reaction. Did he not want her to come? She thought. “I hate to run, but I told mom I would pick up some stuff for her at the store for dinner, tonight. See ya Alice. Bella.” With that Edward was out the door before Bella could get out a proper good-bye.

“I didn’t mean to be bossy,” Alice apologized. “It’s just sometimes I think Edward feels left out when the whole family gets together. It’s like he’s the 7th wheel.” Alice laughed. “Our older brother Emmett’s girlfriend Rosalie will be there, and my boyfriend Jasper will be there. And then there’s Edward. Plus, I think he might have a thing for you.”

“Oh please, he sounded like he didn’t even want to me to come,” Bella said turning different shades of pink. Plus, other than the fact that he was unconventionally good-looking, he never really said anything directly to her.

“Oh whatever, I caught him staring at you for the most of the time he was here,” Alice informed her as she began shopping through her closet for something for Bella to wear to her parent’s house. “I was thinking this,” Alice said holding up a solid blue, knit, three quarter length sleeve, top. “With a pair of jeans and these.” Alice was then holding up a pair of black, peep toe, sling back heels.

“You have no idea how bad of an idea those heels are,” Bella said raising both eyebrows in worry. She’d worn heels once in her eighteen years of living and that one time she rolled her ankle on a completely smooth surface as she was walking across the stage at her high school graduation collecting giggles from the audience. “I have one word for you…HUMILIATION.”

“Fine, wear those,” Alice surrendered pointing to Bella’s worn black chuck taylors and then throwing up her hands. Bella giggled seeing the frustration she instilled in her new roommate. She felt guilty, but she didn’t want to start school on crutches.

************

“You must be Bella! I’m Esme,” Esme smiled as she held out her arms.

“Yes, it’s nice to meet you,” Bella smiled as she hesitantly walked towards Esme’s embrace.

“Bella it’s so nice to finally meet you, I’m Carlisle. Edward has been talking about you all afternoon,” Carlisle smiled reaching out his hand as Bella couldn’t believe what he had just said. Had Edward really been talking about her to his parents? Was Alice right? Did he really like her? How could someone so perfect find her even remotely interesting? Alice nudged Bella’s side raising her eyebrows. Bella rolled her eyes hiding the fact that she was extremely curious as to what he had said about her.

“Come on, I’ll introduce you to everyone else,” Alice said as she linked arms with Bella and leading her into the kitchen where everyone else had congregated. “Everyone, this is Bella. Bella, this is my other brother Emmett and his girlfriend Rosalie.” Pointing at a rather large figure sitting at the island and the most beautiful person Bella has ever seen sitting next to him. “This is MY boyfriend Jasper, and you know Edward.” Alice kissed Jasper on the cheek as Jasper reached his hand out to greet Bella. Bella shook it and smiled sweetly. She then turned her attention to Emmett who’s hand was extended as well.

“It’s nice to meet you, Bella. I see Alice has marked her territory yet again,” Emmett said motioning to the blue top she was wearing. Alice glared at her childish big brother.

“Yeah, I couldn’t help but feel bad for the girl, it seemed like she was deprived of dolls as a child,” Bella joked as everyone but Alice burst with laughter. As she said that she felt the burn of a pair of eyes on her. She looked to the right and there was Edward, eyes fixated on her. She tried to take her eyes away from his, but he wasn’t letting her. He then flashed a crooked smile that sent her completely over the edge making her left knee twitch and buckle. She quickly broke his gaze placing her hands on top of the island to catch herself before collapsing to the floor.

“Are you OK, dear?” Carlisle asked placing a hand on her back. Carlisle is an emergency medical doctor at Northwest Hospital in Seattle.

“Fine, just haven’t had anything to eat today,” Bella said getting her legs back and keeping her eyes off Edward.

“Why don’t you take a seat and I’ll get you something to munch on,” Esme smiled as she went to the refrigerator and pulled out a fruit plate and placed it in front of Bella. Bella sat down in the only vacant seat at the island next to Rosalie.

“Thanks,” Bella smiled as she picked up a strawberry from the plate and taking a small bite. “You have a beautiful home.”

“Thank you, hun,” Esme smiled. “We love it here. It’s definitely big enough for when all the kids are home.”

Bella glanced to her left to see if Edward was still in the room, but he had somehow slipped out, unnoticed. She shook her head slightly thinking that she was such an idiot. She felt foolish for her reaction to this human being. She’d always seen it happen in movies and knew…or at least thought that it never really happened in real life. She told herself many times that no one would ever have such control over her. She wasn’t going to fall into the arms of some man and never look back. She wasn’t going to follow in the footsteps of her mother. Her mother had jumped into relationship after relationship because she felt that the guy had some sort of romantic territory he had to claim. She wasn’t going to let herself succumb to the same temptations as her mother.

timidaffection @ 2008-02-29T09:11:00

2008-02-29T15:22:55Z

New Layout!!!! Check it out and let me know what you think, timidaffection Short meme and later a post about my hectic week!!! I'm glad it's Friday, I am about to pull all my hair out!!!!

10 Things You Love
1. Basketball
2. Baseball
3. Family/ Friends
4. Shopping
5. Music
6. New York Mets
7. Sleeping
8. Moviess
9. My MacBook
10. My shoes

9 Things You Hate
1. Clowns
2. Clowns
3. OU
4. UNC
5. People who don't drive the speed limit
6. People who think they are better than everyone else
7. Homework
8. Public Speaking
9. Clowns

8 Great Songs
1. Love Don't Live Here- Lady Antebellum
2. These Arms of Mine- Otis Redding
3. Home- Michael Buble
4. I've Just Seen a Face- The Beatles
5. Falling Slowly- Glen Hansard & Marketa Irglova
6. Ant Marching- Dave Matthews Band
7. Lost- Michael Buble
8. You Don't Know Me- Ray Charles

7 Movies You Could Watch Over And Over
1. 300
2. Across the Universe
3. RENT
4. The Wedding Date
5. Stomp the Yard
6. Shawshank Redemption
7. Remember the Titans

6 TV Shows You Can't Miss
1. Grey's Anatomy
2. One Tree Hill
3. ER
4. Friends
5. Law and Order: Criminal Intent
6. Gossip Girl

5 Stores You Could Shop At All Day
1. GAP
2. Anthropologie
3. Duke University Student Store
4. Old Navy
5. Victoria's Secret

4 Websites You Visit Almost Every Day
1. Livejournal
2. MLB.com
3. Facebook
4. Gmail

3 Places You Wish You Could Visit
1. South Korea
2. England
3. Ireland

2 Favorite Colors
1. Blue
2. Green

1 Of Your Dreams
1. To meet my birth mother

timidaffection @ 2007-10-21T23:01:00

2007-10-22T04:03:00Z

[mood| ecstatic]
[music| ]

GO SOX!!!!!!

Mike Gundy Lectures the Oklahoma Media

2007-09-27T03:26:05Z

At this point I'm really too lazy to update. Lots has been going on, but I just don't have the energy to type anything. I've got a test tomorrow, a test Friday, and a project Friday. Then Allison is coming to stay for the weekend. So, there might be an update possiblly Monday if not, sometime next week before I go to North Carolina. So until then, I leave you with the most AMAZING thing that I saw Saturday night.

Quick summary: Our football team beat Texas Tech saturday afternoon. It was a hell of a game. After the game, instead of talking about our amazing win, our awesome coach had this to say about an article that was printed in the "Daily Oklahoman," by Jenni Carlson. It has made National news and it's just AWESOME!!!! GO GUNDY!!!!!!

Tagged by rock_sister

2007-09-13T20:24:31Z

• Pick your birth month.
• Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you.
• Bold five-ten things that best apply to you.
• Copy to your own journal, with all twelve months under a cut.
• ~~Tag 6(ish) people from your friends list.~~

FEBRUARY:
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. ~~Attractive~~. ~~Sexy~~. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp.Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

JANUARY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY:
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH:
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL:
Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE:
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY:
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST:
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER:
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER:
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

NOVEMBER:
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER:
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

Hilarious Gerry video!

2007-08-27T01:26:12Z

The funniest thing I have seen all day!!!!!! Muahahahahahaha

Man....

2006-11-30T19:00:47Z

I thought snow days ended after high school!!! Boy was I wrong!!!! Way to go Schmidly!!!!! WHOO!!!!!!!!!

I Need Some Assistance!!!!

2006-06-09T19:56:50Z

[mood| Hot

Today I went to Gap and spent $42 on four shirts. 4 SHIRTS!!!! Can you believe that. They were on sale, but I also had a $20 off if you spend $60 or more that I got in Portland. So I used that!!!! It was amazing!!! haha I got three shirts for me and one for Daniel.

I'm going to make a care package for him and send it to St. Louis, but I'm short on ideas. So I need some help!!! There is no theme and it can't be anything that will melt or break when it is being shipped. So far I have:

Clairborne Sport (his favorite cologne)

A Movie or two

Popcorn

Gap Shirt

I need lots more ideas!!!! I'm kind of on a budget, but this is going to be his birthday present as well. His birthday was June 5. So, please, if you have any good ideas let me know!!!!

Just because I can't get this guy out of my head here is a picture for yours and MY pleasure!!!

Whoo...what a HOTTIE!!!!

PLEASE!!!

2006-03-03T01:09:25Z

Do this for me!!!!
http://kevan.org/johari?view=Caroline+Hicks

My ABC's

2006-02-20T21:49:56Z

A - Available?: Nope
A - Age?: 19...20 tomorrow!!!!
A - Annoyance: damn construction outside my apartment

B - Best Friends: Daniel and my mom
B - Bar: don't go to bars
B - Birthday?: Feb. 21

C - Crush: J.J. Redick, Greg Paulus, Matthew McConaughey, Bradley Cooper and Wentworth Miller
C - Cat: Nope
C - Candy : Kit Kat, Snickers, and Peanut Butter M&M's

D - Dead Pets Name: Annie
D - Dads Name: Alan
D - Dog: Molly

E - Easiest person to talk to: Kristi
E - Eggs: They're OK
E - Email: skippybball10@yahoo.com

F - Favorite color: light blue and lime green
F - Food: Italian, chinese and mexican
f- Foreign Slang: no idea

G - Gummy Bears or Worms: both
G - God: is my everything
G - Good Times: Skiing this past weekend with the 5 coolest kids I know!!!!
H - Hair Color: dark brown
H - Height: 5'0"
H - Happy: Yes!!!!

I - Ice Cream: Mint Chocolate Chip
I - Instrument: used to play the piano and guitar
I - Idol: as in someone I look up to...my parents and grandparents

J - Jewelry: only silver stuff...I HATE GOLD!!! haha
J - Job: Full-time student
J - Joke: I pulled a London

K - Kids: Someday I hope so
K - Karate: wish I took Karate when I was younger
K - Kite: Went to the coolest Kite festival in San Fran...it was AMAZING!!!!

L - Longest Car Ride: To Daytona Beach for Passport...took us 24 hours!!!!
L - Longest Relationship: 15 months today!!!!
L - Last Person you spoke to on the phone: Mom

M - Milk Flavor: Skim Milk and Chocolate
M - Mothers Name: Linda
M - Movie Last Watched: I think Wedding Crashers...the BEST movie!!!

N - Number of Siblings: 0
N - Northern or Southern: Southern
N - Name: Caroline

O - ONE WISH?: To meet my birth mother some day
O - One Phobia? CLOWNS....CANNOT STAND TO BE IN THE SAME ROOM WITH THEM OR SEE THEM!!!
O - Only goal: To succeed

P - Parents, are they married or divorced: Married
P - Part of your Personality you like best: I love to laugh
P - Person you last kissed: Daniel

Q - Quote: "It's like deja vu all over again" -Yodi Berra
Q - Question for the next person: Cold or Hot weather?
Q - Quick or Slow?: Depends on what I'm doing

R - Reason to smile: To make someone else smile
R - Reality TV Show: I love "The Bachelor" and "Dancing with the Stars"!!!!!
R - Right or Left: I'm right handed

S - Song Last Heard: "Somethings Never Change" by Tim Mcgraw
S - Season: Spring...March Madness BABY!!!!
S - Sex: Female

T - Time you woke up: 7:30 a.m.
T - Time Now: 3:44 p.m.
T - Time for bed: Depends on how tired I am

U - Unknown Facts about me: I have a huge mole on top of my head
U - Unicorns?: I used to have a stuffed unicorn!!!! It was HUGE!!!
U - U are a......: freakin' AWESOME person!!!!

V - Vegetable you hate: all except green beans, potatoes and corn
V - Vegetable you love: Potatoes, green beans and corn
V - View on Politics: I HATE POLITICS!!!!!

W- Worst Habits: Being quiet and shy
W- What do you wanna be when you grow up: I want to work in something that has to do with sports
W- Where are you traveling to next?: Edmond on Friday!! haha

X - X-Rays: Had my teeth the last time I went to the dentist and my ankle when I sprained it really bad in 8th grade.
X - X-Rated Porn: Yuck!

Y - Year you walked: For high school graduation??? 2004!!!
Y - Year it is now: 2006
Y - Yellow?: Is the color of my room at home!!!

Z - Zoo Animal: White Tiger, which are very rare!!!
Z - Zodiac: Pisces
Z- Zests: eh?

New Layout!!!

2006-02-10T03:30:41Z

[mood| Exhausted ]

Put a new layout up!!!! Of Prison Break, timidaffection, an amazing show!!!!

Did anyone watch Dancing with the Stars?? HAHA One of the judges said "Flatulence." I was on the floor rollin'!!!!! bahahaha The most funniest thing I've ever seen!!! Also, George, OMG...he kills me!!!! To be honest, if I was a lesbian I would so date Stacie Keebler. She's freakin' HOT!!! haha

I have two tests next week. One on Tuesday and the other on Wednesday. Stat and Western Civ. I'm not looking forward to either. Western Civ. will probably be the worst out of the two.

I also get to go skiing on Thursday!!! WHOO!!! I'm in need of a break. I'm going crazy here!!! haha

Survey...because I'm bored!!

2006-01-26T20:25:23Z

[mood| Happy ]

Your Motions

[ Current Clothes ] Jeans, white ringer tee, with green trim, black zip-up hoodie, and black Chuck Taylors
[ Current Mood ] Hungry, tired, and bored
[ Current Music ] Teddy Geiger- For You I Will(Confidence)
[ Current Taste ] Toothpaste
[ Current Make-up ] haha...None...haven't worn any in weeks
[ Current Hair ] Straightened and down
[ Current Annoyance ] SCHOOL!!!
[ Current Smell ] nothing
[ Current Favorite Artist ] Rascal Flatts and Teddy Geiger
[ Current Desktop Picture ] J.J. Redick
[ Current Favorite Group(s) ] uh...like music?? Rascal Flatts
[ Current Book you're reading ] Uh...book...Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince
[ Current CD in CD Player] I don't currently have a CD player...it's at home
[ Current Color Of Toenails ] no color
[ Current Refreshment ] nothing
[ Current Worry ] Too much homework!!!!

LAST PERSON...
[ You Touched ] physically, Daniel; Mentally, no idea
[ You Talked to ] The lady at Wal-mart, who looked like a dude
[ You Hugged ] Daniel
[ You Instant messaged ] Kristi
[ You Yelled At ] Probably Daniel, haha
[ You Kissed ] Daniel

FAVORITE...
[ Food ] My grandma's chicken and noodles
[ Drink ] Dr. Pepper and water
[ Color ] blue, lime green, black and orange
[ Album ] Carrie Underwood's debut album
[ Shoes ] My new Nike Shox Go
[ Candy ] Don't eat much candy...KitKat when I do
[ Animal ] White Tiger and Golden Retrievers
[ TV Show ] One Tree Hill, ER, Friends, The Gauntlet 2
[ Movie ] Shawshank Redemption, All the Harry Potter movies, 13 Going on 30,
Fever Pitch
[ Dance ] I don't dance
[ Song ] What Hurts the Most- Rascal Flatts
[ Vegetable ] Green beans
[ Fruit ] Kiwi and Strawberries
[ Cartoon ] Captain Planet...when I was a kid

ARE YOU...
[ Understanding ] yes
[ Open-minded ] sometimes
[ Arrogant ] not usually
[ Insecure ] at times
[ Interesting ] probably not
[ Random ] not usually
[ Friendly ] I think so
[ Smart ] haha NO
[ Moody ] at times
[ Childish ] at times
[ Independent ] at times
[ Hard working ] when I need to be
[ Organized ] most of the time
[ Healthy ] yes
[ Emotionally Stable ] I think so
[ Shy ] Most definately
[ Difficult ] sometimes
[ Attractive ] not to myself
[ Bored Easily ] definately
[ Messy ] sometimes
[ Thirsty ] yes
[ Responsible ] usually
[ Obsessed ] depends on what it is...
[ Angry ] when it calls for it
[ Sad ] when something sad happens
[ Happy ] usually
[ Hyper ] once in a while
[ Trusting ] I think so
[ Talkative ] around some people

WHO DO YOU WANT TO...
[ Kill ] no one
[ Slap ] uh...my cultural geography teacher last semester
[ Get Really Wasted With ] Hattie and Emily
[ Get High With ] no one
[ Look Like ] Jennifer Aniston
[ Talk To Offline ] Daniel
[ Talk To Online ] don't care

[ My Name Is ] Caroline
[ In The Morning I Am ] uh...it's the afternoon, now
[ All I Need Is ] love
[ Love Is ] the greatest feeling in the world!!!
[ I'm Afraid of ] CLOWNS, and bugs
[ I Dream About ] random things

HAVE YOU EVER...
[ Pictured your crush naked? ] haha wouldn't you like to know!!!
[ Actually seen ur crush naked ] again...wouldn't you like to know!!
[ Been in love ] yes
[ Cried when someone died ] yeah, my grandpa and cousin
[ Lied ] yes, who doesn't?

WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX...
[what do u notice first?] hair, smile, and eyes
[last person u slow danced with] Daniel
[worst question to ask] No idea

WHO...
[makes u laugh the most?] Hattie
[makes you smile] Daniel
[gives u a funny feeling when u see them] uh...no idea
[who do you have a crush on?] Daniel of course!!
[who has a crush on u?] Daniel
[is easiest to talk to] Daniel

DO YOU EVER...
[sit on the internet all night waiting for someone special to I.M. you?] No
[save aol/aim conversations] haha I've only saved one...I need to start saving more
[wish u were a member of the opposite sex]at times...like when the time of the month rolls around
[cried because of someone saying something to you] uh...depends on what they said

HAVE YOU EVER....
[fallen for your best friend] No
[been rejected] yes
[rejected someone] yes
[used someone] No
[been cheated on] No
[done something you regret] yes

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON..
[you talked to on the phone] My mom
[you laughed with] Daniel
[you said goodbye to] Daniel

DO YOU // ARE YOU...
[smoke cigarettes] No
[obsessive] depends on what it is
[could u live without the computer?] FREAK NO!
[color ur hair] I've highlighted it
[ever get off the damn computer] Yeah, when I'm asleep or in class...hahaha
[habla espanol] Si, senior!! haha Un Poco
[how many peeps are on ur buddylist?] 91
[drink alchohol?] once in a while
[like watching sunrises or sunset] sun set
[what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?] emotional

NUMBER...
of times I have had my heart broken?: once
of hearts I have broken?: once
of guys I have kissed?:4
of girls I have kissed?: 0
of continents I have lived in?: two if you count that I was born in South Korea and lived
there for 3 months
of tight friends?: about 6 or 7
of cd's that I own?: a lot
of scars on my body?: several...most of them from chicken pox
of things in my past that I regret?: probably too many to list

I KNOW: that if I tried hard enough I could do REALLY well in school
I WANT: to be able to go skiing in February
I HAVE: 686 songs in my iTunes
I WISH: I was already done with school
I HATE: school
I MISS: my friend Tiffany
I FEAR: failure
I HEAR: music
I WONDER: if I will get at least a B in Biology
I REGRET: slacking off last year
I LOVE: Daniel
I ACHE: when I sit in this damn computer chair
I CARE: about my family and friends
I ALWAYS: listen to music, unless I'm watching TV or in the shower
I AM NOT: as spoiled as some people are
I DANCE: ...NOT!!!!
I SING: in my car and in my apartment
I CRY: when I am sad
I DO NOT ALWAYS: study for tests
I FIGHT: my conscience when I should be doing homework
I WRITE: the lab reports in my bio lab every Tuesday
I WIN: against Daniel when we play darts
I LOSE: my mind when I have WAY too much to do
I CONFUSE: myself when it comes to math
I LISTEN: when my friends are talking
I CAN USUALLY BE FOUND: on the computer listening to music
I NEED: to be doing my Western Civ. homework right now
I AM HAPPY: because I get to go home tomorrow!!!!
I SHOULD HAVE: already done my Western Civ. homework...we got it Monday...haha

Another meme from tripleicing

2006-01-26T03:04:08Z

[mood| Bored ]

Top 5 list. Post a topic, list, category, whatever, in the comments, and I'll post the top 5 according to me in a separate post. Then post this offer in your own journal...

Tagged by charmedoks

2006-01-05T22:32:38Z

1. Thank the person that tagged you
2. List 5 random/strange/weird things about you
3. Tag 5 others

1. Thank you charmedoks
2. a) My New Year's Resolution is to lose 20 lbs. by this summer.
b) I have 666 songs on my itunes right now.
c) We didn't get cable TV until I left for college and my mom and I got my dad TiVo.
d) I used to have my cartlidge pierced until it got infected and this stupid girl hit my ear with her back pack and pulled my earring out of the hole.
e) I played basketball for almost 11 years.

3. I tag whoever wants to do it

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2005-12-20T18:54:18Z

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Hm...

2005-12-01T15:36:28Z

Considering my 8th grade math class was an honors class, I did pretty bad!! haha But, mind you, I haven't had 8th grade math or anything close to it in...like 4 years...at least I got some correct...right. hahaha

You Failed 8th Grade Math

Oh no, you only got 6/10 correct!

Could You Pass 8th Grade Math?

timidaffection @ 2005-10-31T12:29:00

2005-10-31T18:33:07Z

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!! Danny and I carved pumpkins lastnight and I will post pictures later tonight when I get back from class. I will also post pics from Homecoming. I didn't take any of the House Decs, which I should have, because a lot of them were AMAZING!!! But, I just took pictures with my friends, but that's the best part. So LOTS of pictures later!!!!

timidaffection @ 2005-10-18T23:29:00

2005-10-19T04:35:05Z

I'm leaving for New York City Thursday, so I won't be posting until probably Monday of next week.

timidaffection @ 2005-10-13T22:03:00

2005-10-14T03:03:53Z

Home for the weekend, and boy am I happy!!!!!

Hm...

2005-09-19T04:00:58Z

even though I dispise Politics...haha...I took this quiz.

Your Political Profile

Overall: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal

Social Issues: 0% Conservative, 100% Liberal

Personal Responsibility: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal

Fiscal Issues: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal

Ethics: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal

Defense and Crime: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal

How Liberal / Conservative Are You?

I knew what the results would be, but I just wanted to see what this quiz said. lol Very interesting.

You Are 59% American

Most times you are proud to be an American.
Though sometimes the good ole US of A makes you cringe
Still, you know there's no place better suited to be your home.
You love your freedom and no one's going to take it away from you!

How American Are You?

Your #1 Love Type: INFP

The Idealist

In love, you crave a long term, harmonious relationship.
For you, sex doesn't come quickly - it takes time for you to open up.

Overall, you are supportive, nurturing, and expressive.
However, you tend to be shy and protective of your personal space.

Best matches: ENFJ and ESFJ

Your #2 Love Type: INFJ

The Protector

In love, you strive to have the perfect relationship.
For you, sex is nearly a spiritual experience, a bonding of souls.

Overall, you have high expectations for any relationship you're in.
However, you tend to hold back a part of yourself.

Best matches: ENTP and ENFP

What's Your Love Type?

I find this one kind of funny.

Your #1 Love Type: INFP

Your #2 Love Type: INFJ

What's Your Love Type?

112

2005-09-13T15:46:15Z

Put an X by the movies you've seen.
If you get more than 70, you're a movie whore.
Copy and repost. Place your score in the subject line.

(x) Pirates of the Caribbean
( ) Boondock Saints
( ) The Mexican
(x) Fight Club
(x) Starsky and Hutch
(x) The Neverending Story
( ) Blazing Saddles
(x) Garden State
(x) The Princess Bride
(x) Young Frankenstien
(x) AnchorMan
(x) Napoleon Dynamite
( ) Saw
( ) White Noise
( ) White Oleander
(x) Anger Management
Total here: 16 My Total: 10

( ) 50 First Dates
( ) Jason X
(x) Scream
( ) Scream 2
(x ) Scream 3
(x) Scary Movie
(x) Scary Movie 2
(x) Scary Movie 3
(x) American Pie
(x) American Pie 2
(x) American Wedding
(x) Harry Potter
(x) Harry Potter 2
(x) Harry Potter 3
( ) Resident Evil I
( ) Resident Evil 2
(x) The Wedding Singer
( ) Little Black Book
Total here: 18 My Total: 12

( ) The Village
( ) Donnie Darko
( ) Lilo & Stitch
(x) Finding Nemo
(x) Finding Neverland
( ) 13 Ghosts
(x) Signs
(x) The Grinch
( ) Texas Chainsaw Massacre
(x) White Chicks
(x) Butterfly Effect
(x) 13 Going On 30
( ) I Robot
(x) Dodgeball
( ) Universal Soldier
( ) A Series Of Unfortunate Events
( ) Along Came A Spider
( ) Deep Impact
Total here: 18 My Total: 8

( ) KingPin
(x) Never Been Kissed
(x) Meet The Parents
(x) Meet the Fockers
( ) Eight Crazy Nights
(x) A Cinderella Story
(x) The Terminal
( ) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
(x) Passport to Paris
(x) Dumb & Dumber
(x) Dumb & Dumberer
( ) Final Destination
( ) Final Destination 2
( ) Halloween
(x) The Ring
( ) The Ring 2
( ) Harold & Kumar Go to White Castle
( ) Practical Magic
(x) Chicago
( ) Ghost Ship
( ) From Hell
( ) Hellboy
( ) Secret Window
(x) I Am Sam
(x) The Whole Nine Yards
( ) The Whole Ten Yards
( ) The Day After Tomorrow
( ) Child's Play
( ) Bride of Chucky
(x) Ten Things I Hate About You
(x) Just Married
( ) Gothika
( ) Nightmare on Elm Street
(x) Sixteen Candles
( ) Bad Boys
( ) Bad Boys 2
(x) Joy Ride
( ) Se7en
(x) Ocean's Eleven
(x) Ocean's Twelve
( ) Identity
Total here: 41 My Total: 18

( ) Lone Star
( ) Predator I
( ) Predator II
(x) Independence day
( ) Cujo
( ) A Bronx Tale
( ) Darkness Falls
( ) Christine
(x) ET
( ) Children of the Corn
( ) My Boss' Daughter
(x) Maid in Manhattan
( ) Frailty
( ) Best Bet
(x) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
(x) She's All That
( ) Calendar Girls
( ) Sideways
(x) Mars Attacks
Total here: 19 My Total: 6

( ) Event Horizon
(x) Ever After
(x) Forrest Gump
( ) Big Trouble in Little China
(x) X-Men 1
(x) X-Men 2
( ) Catch Me If You Can
( ) The Others
(x) Freaky Friday
( ) Ring of Fire
(x) The Hot Chick
( ) Swimfan
(x) Miracle
(x) Old School
(x) Ray
(x) The Notebook
(x) K-Pax
Total here: 17 My Total: 11

( ) The Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
( ) The Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
( ) The Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
(x) A Walk to Remember
( ) Boogeyman
(x) Hitch
( ) Back Door Sluts 9
( ) Anal Acres 1
( ) Anal Acres 2
( ) B-Cup Divas
(x) The Fifth Element
(x) Star Wars episode I The Phantom Menace
(x) Star Wars episode II Attack of The Clones
(x) Star Wars episode III Revenge of The Sith
(x) Star Wars episode IV A New Hope
(x) Star Wars episode V The Empire Strikes Back
(x) Star Wars episode VI Return of The Jedi
(x) Troop Beverly Hills
( ) Swimming with Sharks
( ) Air Force One
( ) For Richer or Poorer
( ) Trainspotting
( ) The People Under the Stairs
( ) Blue Velvet
(x) The Sound of Music
(x) The Parent Trap
( ) The Burbs
( ) The Terminator
( ) Empire Records
( ) SLC Punk
(X) Meet Joe Black
( ) Wild Girls
( ) A Clockwork Orange
( ) The Order
(x) Spider-Man
( ) Spider-Man 2
( ) Amelie
Total here: 37 My Total: 13

(x) Mean Girls
(x) Shrek
(x) Shrek 2
( ) The Incredibles
(X) Collateral
(x) The Fast & The Furious
(X) 2 Fast 2 Furious
( ) Sky Captain Of The World Of Tomorrow
(X) Closer
Total here:9 My Total: 7

(x) Titanic
( ) Saved!
( ) Bowling For Columbine
( ) Farenheit 9/11
(X) The Sixth Sense
( ) Artificial intelligence (AI)
( ) Love Actually
( ) Shutter
( ) Ella Enchanted
(x) Princess diaries 1
(x) Princess diaries 2
( ) Constantine
( ) Million Dollar Baby
( ) Envy
(X) Eurotrip
( ) Malibu's Most wanted
(x) Big Daddy
(x) Black Sheep
(X) The Breakfast Club
(X) West Side Story
Total here: 20 My Total: 9

(X) A Christmas Story
( ) Spanglish
( ) Pulp Fiction
( ) Sleepover
( ) The Evil Dead
( ) Killer Klowns From Outer Space
(x) The Seed of chucky
( ) Vanilla Sky
( ) Nightmare Before Christmas
( ) Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind
( ) Interview With The Vampire
( ) The Crow
( ) Purple Rain
( ) Reservoir Dogs
(x) Wayne's World
Total here: 15 My Total: 3

(x) Wayne's World 2
( ) 21 Grams
( ) Blow
(x) Edward Scissorhands
( ) Clerks
(x) Beauty and the Beast
(x) Guess who
( ) Monster In-Law
(x) Elf
(X) Stuart Little
( ) Stuart Little 2
(x) Mall Rats
(X) Chasing Amy
(x) Dogma
( ) Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back
Total here: 15 My Total: 9

(x) Beetlejuice
(x) The Last Samurai
( ) The Amityville Horror
( ) The Aviator
(x) Romeo + Juliet
(X) Barbershop
( ) Beauty Shop
(x) Legally Blonde
(x) Legally Blonde 2
( ) The Forgotten
( ) Confessions Of A Teenage Drama Queen
( ) The Grudge
Total here: 12 My Total: 6

TOTAL OVERALL: 112

I NEED FEEDBACK!!!!

2005-08-24T01:49:25Z

I have to write a poem for my creative writing class tomorrow and I'm definately NOT a poet. So...please let me know if this is OK!!!! haha

“No Rain”

Hoping for a clear sunny day.
Wishing for a day of outdoor adventures.
Waiting for the sun to rise,
so you can enjoy the warm sunlight.
Making plans with your friends
to go to the lake for some fun.

PLEASE DON’T RAIN

Praying that you will stay dry on
your long walk to class.
Believing that your prayers will be answered.
Wanting the weather man’s forecast
of clear skies to be accurate.
Thinking that if the forecast is wrong,
You will go crazy.

PLEASE DON’T RAIN

MUST WATCH BB TONIGHT!!!

2005-07-19T16:11:46Z

Someone PLEASE IM me via AIM or MSN or YAHOO tonight at 8:00 P.M. Central time and remind me to Watch Big Brother!!! hahaha I always seem to forget!!!

AIM: OSTATEPOKES10
MSN: ostatepokes10@hotmail.com
YAHOO: skippybball10

THANKS!!!!

I NEED MONEY!!!!

2005-07-11T17:11:42Z

I have about 50 beanie babies that I found while my parents and I were cleaning out the closet in our guestroom. I really need to get rid of them and because they are all over the floor here in the computer room. So if anyone is interested or know of anyone who might be interested, please let me know!!! Leave a comment or e-mail me at ostatecowgirl10@gmail.com.

Price: $2.99 each + Shipping US$

Serious Buyers ONLY